Whereas.

Life sure is funny.

... as in i'm laughing on the inside. EVERYTHING is falling apart right now, and though i'm clinging to the "it could always be worse" scenarios, I find it's not helping. But it could be worse, of course. Lack of money, parent's failing health, friends going through rough times with no way of my helping, buh. I'm pretty much used up.

Sigh. Nothing is going on. Just work. My social calendar is completely emptied by a bout of severe depression and now having mostly gotten over myself (@#$%!!), I think i'd like to return to normal life. Three days of being locked up in a room with sour thoughts is quite enough, thank you. Even if it did lead to getting alot of artwork done. I hate that I drive everyone off, eh. C'est la vie.

I'm running out of places to whine. I can't do it in life, as I have no desire to complain about any issues around most of my friends - they don't care. They'd understand, sure, but they won't care. So I have to come back here, bleh. Sorry resomnes, sorry uarethedreamer, don't look I guess.

Peace.